do you ever feel extremely jealous?

i find myself all the time with that stupid green monster on my back and become EXTREMELY JEALOUS.

whenever my boy talks to a girl thats attractive, that stupid surge of jealousy comes up.

and its horrible cus i talk to other guys all the time. and he doesnt get jealous.. usually.

is there anyway to cure this?

I NEED HELP!!

so okay this is an intresting story..

about two summers ago i met this guy okay, and the moment i saw him i was all goo goo ga ga over him, like almost every girl is we eventually becamwe best friends putting me in the friend zone for a LONNGGG time untill around december-january time. Word went around that he liked me and that he was going to ask me out, blah blah. I became so happy, and finally one night as i came home from my birthday party(which he slow danced with me at) he asked me out over internet(hes way to shy to do it in person) things were well for about a month, but after that things slowly discentegrated into a blah of nothing.. not to mention he never held my hand or even kissead me during the two months.. but when we did break up, at first i was happy and a big relief cam over me.. with in a couple days he told me he liked two others girls.. lets just say a huge green monster grew on my back, and i became very emotional for about 2 weeks..

well after that two weeks, we did somthing pretty bad, we skipped school together..

the wierdest part about it was, is that he was all over me.. like we were going out, he even asked to be friends with benefits.. as if THAT wasnt wierd. i said no, cus he didnt actually like me.. when we went back to school things were the same again.. but in june, one day i confessed.. i told him i was in love with him.. always have been, always will be. all he had to say was.. its okay.. i understand.

i was shocked in utter desbielef.. he teased me so much that i believed he liked me just a little bit..plus the fact that we spent every day together, ALWAYS hanging out but i was wrong.. i decided it was truly time to get over this kid..

so over summe we got in fights but i did my best to forget him, at perfect timing.. i met this new guy, he turmed out to be everything i could possibly IMAGINE! he was sweet.. always texted me.. problem was.. only had seen me from the internet.. and met me from there.. but i knew he wasnt a creeper cus his sister is in my grade.. but back to the story,

things between me and him clicked automatically.. and by the near end of summer, i had gotten over guy number 1 and had moved on to know who i like to call, my boyfriend.

funny thing is guy number one, seems to be always jealous, always has to prove he is better then me, has to prove that my boyfriend sucks, and while taking surveys or talking about me he acts like im not really happy with my boyfriend and that i still like him.. (EW, um no.. love my boyfriend kay thanks)

one time while anwsering anwsering a survey, it aasked.. "how is your ex doing"

he replied with..

"a little too good if you ask me. apparently im not worthy enough to be her friend, it seems"

so tell me, does this guy like me?  is he jealous? does he NOW realize hes lost me?

i have had people tell me that he secretly likes me now that he cant have me.. but is that rediculous?

so, you tell me!